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Just when I think I'm OK....

Tue Mar 25, 2008, 5:28 PM
I crumble inside.. Heart hurts.. A piece of me is so far away and there is nothing I do or say.. I'm tired of feeling this way.. I keep trying to tell myself tomorrow is a new day.. Yet it always turns out the same.. Everything I do and everywhere I go the feeling is there.. The thoughts tear at me and break me down.. I suck it up so no one can see. I stuff it down so deep, till the time comes and its only me..
I scream and curse into the air, theres no one to hear me no one to care..
Haunting dreams and memories plague me like a disease..
I cry alone, can't sleep at times and don't feel the need to eat..
I'm lost, left alone yet to be found.. At times I don't think I can pick myself up off the ground.. Still I move forward with each and every day and I carry this hurt with me all the way....

  • Mood: Sorrow
  • Listening to: I'm sorry
  • Reading: The words I'm typing
  • Watching: The smoke rise from my cigarette
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: Coffee

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  • Current Residence: Lake County Florida
  • Interests: Music, Art, Photoshop, Photography, Parks and Museums
  • Favourite movie: Boondock Saints
  • Favourite band or musician: Killswitch Engage
  • Favourite genre of music: Metal
  • Favourite artist: Starving
  • Favourite poet or writer: You
  • Favourite photographer: You
  • Favourite style of art: I appreciate all art!!!!
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: 80G Zune
  • Wallpaper of choice: The ones that I make!!!
  • Skin of choice: Soft and silky (Female skin only)
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy (all of them)
  • Personal Quote: Don\\\'t Think - Just Do It!! Be like water..
  • Tools of the Trade: Photoshop 7.0

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thanks for the fav!:kiss:
sooo i took the time to check out ur gallery and its pretty awsome
cant wait to see ur new work

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So we fix our eyes not on
what is seen, but what is unseen.
For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is
eternal
:heart:
Thank you...
I'm still in the learning and practicing process but I'm making progress
ur really deep. i like that
i define ying-yang to personality
i have 2 personalities, even in my horoscope
since im a gemini
but at the same time
my sexuality
whop whop to ying yang

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So we fix our eyes not on
what is seen, but what is unseen.
For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is
eternal
:heart:
I'm a Gemini too
Yes we do tend to have two sides to us..
lol..
may 22, 90!
u?

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So we fix our eyes not on
what is seen, but what is unseen.
For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is
eternal
:heart:
lol, it really doesnt matter
age is a mental state
u can be whatever age u want

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So we fix our eyes not on
what is seen, but what is unseen.
For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is
eternal
:heart:
I know I'm 28 and thats old...
I'm getting old it sucks

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