I crumble inside.. Heart hurts.. A piece of me is so far away and there is nothing I do or say.. I'm tired of feeling this way.. I keep trying to tell myself tomorrow is a new day.. Yet it always turns out the same.. Everything I do and everywhere I go the feeling is there.. The thoughts tear at me and break me down.. I suck it up so no one can see. I stuff it down so deep, till the time comes and its only me..
I scream and curse into the air, theres no one to hear me no one to care..
Haunting dreams and memories plague me like a disease..
I cry alone, can't sleep at times and don't feel the need to eat..
I'm lost, left alone yet to be found.. At times I don't think I can pick myself up off the ground.. Still I move forward with each and every day and I carry this hurt with me all the way....